It's been awhile since our last post. Things are still on track. We've had some speed bumps here and there but each and every time it all worked out. There were a few things on the medical records that caused my heart to skip a beat but both times the unexpected codes that caused me some anxiety were for billing purposes rather than diagnoses. Another situation came up where Lauren wanted to plan to deliver via c-section. Since it was not medically necessary, insurance would not cover it. We heard that she mentioned to the doctor that we'd cover it out of pocket. This was not something we were okay with (for her safety, the baby's safety, and financially) and were hoping that it wouldn't be a deal breaker. After a week of prayer and uncertainty, we heard back from the agency that she had changed her mind and they hadn't even had to have the hard conversation with her about us not being okay with it. Praise God! I was in tears I was so relieved. Todd, on the other hand, has been a rock through it all. He doesn't let his mind or emotions run wild. He's always right there when all the "what ifs" start for me, constantly reminding me that God is faithful and reminding me that each and every time things have gotten a bit rocky they always come back to smooth ground. I'm so thankful for his strength. This process has been full of ups and downs but the lessons we're learning about God and ourselves though it all have been amazing. I read something yesterday and it went something like this..."these are moments that make our spiritual bones stronger and less likely to fracture under the burdens of this life." This rang so true. Personally, I know I never would be as close to God as I am today had we not have had these tough times. I'm grateful for the lessons and challenges as they strengthen our walk with Him.
We got a medical update this past week and it looks as if Lauren might be a week further along than originally suspected. So, time seems to be quickly approaching. We haven't started packing or looking into Kansas hotels yet, but we'll be doing that very soon. Hayden is excited, always asking if it's time to go to Kansas to see his baby brother, talking about things he wants to show him, and worries about which of his toys are too small for his baby brother to play with. He's so sweet and is going to make an amazing big brother. If all goes as planned, we'll be welcoming another son into our lives in about a month! Crazy! We can't wait to meet him :)
